If i could tell you one thing...
I'm Elliee. This is the place where no one knows you, and you know no one. The place to be free.<3

so.
im sitting in my room.
watching the suns game.
& crying.
this is fucking ridiculous.
told my mom about my d on the final,
& she yells at me for not trying.
when she doesn't fucking know how hard im trying in this class.
i wanted to fucking yell at her back.
& tell her she didn't know shit. but everytime i try, i wanna cry.

but the worst was when i texted a couple people.
and my best friend didn't even text back.
but the person he is with right now did.
and he shouldn't even care.
so much for a best friend.
im there for him. no matter fucking what.
and he can't be there for me for once.
honestly, this has been going on for too long.
but i can't do anything to change how he's my best friend.
that's just how it is.
whether i like it or not...

no one cares.
no one cares about anyone else but themselves.
why can't i just let that fully sink in yet?