{ Monday, March 1, 2010 9:01 PM }

First of all,

i am VERY excited that Glee is coming to my city.

2 days after my birthday too.

so hopefully, i can go.

secondly,

i feel like shit.

i don't know why.

just thinking.

i miss how things were.

especially with him.

Ej...

idk.

its not like i like him.

i just wish he told me everything ya know?

and he means alot to me.

you don't even know....

like as my best friend.

but he doesn't even seem liek he cares.

but thats probably like the typical guy, right?

hm.

whatever.

idk.

he tells me that he's good and everything.

then the bullshit on myspace is making him lying to me.

idk what the hell is even going on.

but he probably wont even tell me.