{ Wednesday, February 10, 2010 5:41 PM }

i wanna run away.

to somewhere other than here.

i want to freaking be away from all my damn problems.

the funny thing is, nothing big is going.

its all in my fucking head.

oh dear how this is true. and thats what i'm doing at the moment.

thinking about complete bull shit.

i'm like about to break down.

idk what to do.

and nothing's even wrong.

the only thing thats happening is that

my stupid friend pushed away one of my friends.

we're all separating.

its ridiculous.

i knew he was starting to leave us already.

but i think that she's pushed it too far already.

what a fucking dumbass.

and then ej comes in my mind,

& i dont know what to do anymore.

i don't know what i feel for him.

and it's confusing as shit.

i just wannna know what the hell is going on in my head....

asdkjfa;lsjfjk

GAH.

i need to take a walk.

but i can't :(

been reading this afternoon.

Shiver's a really goood book..