my mind

{ Sunday, January 17, 2010 9:52 AM }

has an efffin' mind of its own.
i swearr.. its so annoying. :(
one minute, im happy,
the next minute, im like wtf?
well, right now, im pretty happy.
i guesss.
just thinkin' bout yesterday. :)
and im kinda confusedish.
welll first of alll, i keep thinking
bout C. hahah. well, idk. but
yesterday was really fun. :) it was great.
haha, i was pretending to be tall.
and somehow, i tripped.
and he grabbed my arm and he was laughing.
i felt soooo stupid! haha. :)
but he pulled me into a huge hug again.
and my face was all red.
damn him, lol.
but that was a really fun time.
don't think its gonna happen again anytime soon.
and thats when my confusioness comes in.
haha, i dont think i like him alot.
i mean, i do like him, but
i hope its just not alot.
because nothings gonna happen.
so, whats kinda the point of still liking him?
i guess im fine with nothing happening,
but idk either.
haha. just thinking bout stuff.
trying to get my mind offfff of it...
but not working very well.
haha.
hmm, just wanna know whats gonna happen,
i guesss. but you knoww, whateverr.
hah. im just confused. and idk why Dx
daaaang. it.
lol.

watching the ugly truth :) love this movie!!
and the proposal. i neeeeda buy that one thoughh aha.
gonna write, or read dear john.. which one?!