If i could tell you one thing...
I'm Elliee. This is the place where no one knows you, and you know no one. The place to be free.<3
first day back

first day back from school after winter break.
and it was awkward as balls.
ha.
my friends seem a little more apart now.
something happened over break i guess.
everyone seems so distant..
its a bad thing i guess.
ha. whatever.
1st hour:Is okay. hung with people in the locker rooms who talk alot of shit.
damn, i needa be careful. ha.
2nd hour: it was okay. took a pretest. hate that stuff.
3rd hour: good, i guess. ha, one of my friends is crazy. :)
4th hour: pretty good. but then ehh. one of my other friends feel like she's trying to overpower me.
like she thinks shes better and cooler than me. whatever.
5th hour:hate it SO MUCH! oh my god. culinary arts II is going to be hell.
last semester was so much better with sam, jordan and cody.
i miss it all :( i would defnintely switch it back. but ugh. :( this sucks.
:(((((((((((((((((((
makes me so sad...
ha.
6th hour: was okay. ha. know quite a few people in that class so thats good. :)
all in all. my day was okay. but then, i don't like the first couple of days back to school,
because everything is so awkward and its so quiet. and i miss my old classes.
but that feelings going to go away in a couple weeks once everyone gets settled into class again.
-sigh-
whatever. everything will be better again. i really hope.
one of my new years resolution is really happening though!
im reconnecting with some of my old friends again :D because i have class with them!
really happy about that! :)
yeaah.
ha.

that boy. im gonna be done with him.
i got myself a little too attached more than i really wanted to.
soooo, time to let go.
ha. its gonna be easy. but whatever.
i hate how your whole schedule changes and you don't see the people you saw last semester anymore.
the new friends and people that you got so close to last time.
but now, you have to move on and make new friends.
and its hard to talk to the people you used to talk to when they're busy all the time and blah.

then my mom. omfg. i was soooooooo pissed at her!
i was talking to her about my friends grades
and then she turned it around on me, pissing me the hell off!
she told me that if i keep hanging around them too much, my graes are gonna go down.
they don't freaking affect my grades at all!
what the hell.
its annoying.
then she goes off comparing me to my two cousins
and im like wow, i really don't give a shit about what they got.
she just kept saying i need to be more like them because i can't even keep an a in
geometry when my cousins maintained a freaking a with the 4 honors classes they have.
i really do not care!!!
jeeeeeez. so shut up and stop freaking comparing me to my cousins.
because thats not me. thats them. I DONT CARE.
at least i got a freaking b in that class because there was only 2 a's.
at least i didn't get a freaking C or D.

notice how i didn't use the 'f' word? ha.
at least i don't think i did.
whateverr.
lol. watching secret life. gonna do some chores for my mom.
then write. :)
finally...
secret life premiere toniiiiiight! whooot.