If i could tell you one thing...
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2009 & Resolutions.

I am definitely going to be sorry later for the fact that i just drank a half a water bottle & i'm going to be seeing Sherlock Holmes soon. YAY :D Anyways, i was watching tv and blah blah, thinking bout this whole year. Earlier during breakfast my mom asked, 'what's so special about 2010?' and my dad replied to her 'nothing. it's just a number' and my mind just started thinking from there.
This year, 2009 was the best year of my life pretty much.
January-April:
My friend ship built. With my best friend EJ. Wow, those 4 months were insane together. he was my best friend. & i trusted him with everything. He knows everything about me and that is never something im going to forget. He was the one that made my second semester of Freshman year the best. We went through a load of shit with his girlfriend, Terra. Wow, that was alot of work. But we both got through it all.
April-May:
EJ and i started liking each other and things got really complicated. School let out and damn. there was sooo much drama. May was also my birthday. 15 to be exact. That was amazing as well. My best birthday in my 15 years. Even if there was some drama that day, it was still the best. And the reason for that, was EJ. Although he was dating my friend and lead me on and whatever, i still liked him.. loved him.
June-July:
Summer! That was probably the best summer too. although i didn't do much. it was the best summer because of him. EJ. Jeez. everything was based off of him back in those days. Plus, i went to New Jersey with my family and my other best friend's family, Kathy :D it was fun. real fun. then went to California in July and stayed with my cousin Emily. it had its ups and downs.
August-December:
Sophomore year started & it was scary at first but i got used to it. Me and my whole big group of family got closer than ever, we would see each other like every weekened. no joke. i loved it<3 EJ and i grew apart. But in the beginning of it, we were still real close.
Now, i realized from all of this, this year was based off of him. It's crazy to know that everything this year was pretty much about him. I honestly can't believe it. And now, him and i aren't as close as we used to be, it hurts. but i know its for the best. i'm happy i've moved on from him. because looking back on the things now, i know what he is now. he's a player. although he's my good friend. he is. i hope he knows how many girls he's hurted.
but 2009 was the best year, because of him. and i wont forget him. even if we don't even talk anymore.
& im sooo happy to be able to move on now.
2010 HERE I COMEEEE!
Like my dad said. It may just be a number. But its so much more.
The start of a new year,
the start of new things
the start of meeting new people
the start of experiencing so much.
im excited. and im ready.

RESOLUTIONS:
I didn't make any last year, but after so much thinking.
I think this year will be different.
-LESS cussing. way less cussing.
-try way harder in school.
-try and reconnect with my old friends.
-do way better in piano
-write ALOT more.
-keep my room cleaner
-find new friends.

and thats all i have now.
but its an effort right? :)
Well time for some Sherlock Holmes! :D
it was really nice to finally realize what went on this year.
didn't think about it all until now.